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Again and Again Back To You: A Novel
by Andrea Ezerins
Paperback : 264 pages
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In this enchanting novel, an encounter with a mystical channeler ...
Introduction
"I dare you to read this exceptionally crafted story and not be captivated, emotional, and moved. Truly nostalgic and powerful on so many levels. A debut like none other." —Valerie Taylor, author of What's Not Said
In this enchanting novel, an encounter with a mystical channeler allows two soulmates to experience the road not taken and explores the profound impact first love can have on one’s life.
If you had the chance to revisit your past to change your present—what moment would you choose?
Brunswick, New Jersey, 1969. When Marta Carini meets Kevin Dixon in first grade she immediately falls for his bright blue eyes and wavy blond hair. She keeps her secret crush to herself—until they coincidentally meet in the nurse’s office seven years later and first love blossoms.
Too soon, Kevin’s family moves away, and the young couple’s dreams are dashed—but neither can escape the strength of their connection. It persists through sensible marriages and the practicalities of normal life, haunting Marta as she tries to move on.
But how do you move on from a soulmate?
When a mystical encounter offers her the chance to revisit pivotal moments from her life, Marta is eager to rewrite their love story. But facing fate means getting answers to questions you never asked...
Again and Again Back To You is a heartbreaking and empowering tale of one woman’s road to self-discovery.
Editorial Review
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CHAPTER 6: High School 1977–1981—Brunswick, New JerseyThe day before Kevin leaves, they are sitting on their favorite rock in their secret meadow. Both are somber and shell-shocked.
He reaches into his pocket, takes her hand, and turns her palm upward. He places in it a beautifully smooth, oval-shaped, gray granite rock.
“This is a worry stone,” he says. “I’m scared you may forget to breathe one day and drop dead. So, this is to help you remember to breathe and to never stop listening and dancing to music.” ...
Discussion Questions
From the author:1. How does the novel make the idea of channeling realistic? Did you think it was real?
2. Explore the impact of first love on Marta and Kevin's lives, especially considering the challenges they face with separation and dashed dreams. How does this shape their individual paths?
3. Discuss the significance of the '70s setting in the novel. How does the cultural and historical backdrop contribute to the development of the characters and their love story?
4. Marta is described as feeling out of step with those around her in her small farm community. How does this theme of being out of sync with one's surroundings influence Marta's decisions and actions throughout the story?
5. Analyze Marta's internal conflict about being a braver version of herself. How do fear and courage play a role in her decision-making and personal growth?
6. The novel suggests that sometimes one must lose something important to embrace their true self. Explore instances in the book where characters experience this loss and transformation – Cholan, Marta and Kevin?The mystical channeler offers Marta and Kevin the chance to revisit a juncture in their life. If given the same opportunity, what pivotal moment from your own life would you choose to revisit and why?
7. Reflect on the novel's exploration of the enduring nature of soulmates. Do you believe in soulmates?
8. Do you have a special song or songs from when you were a teenager that makes you nostalgic?
9. The breathe rock symbolizes Marta and Kevin’s early love and Kevin’s importance to Marta. What do you think the author is trying to convey when Marta throws it away?
10. What are some other symbols in the book? Pickle jars, American Pie song symbols including Pink Carnations, Pickup Truck. Discuss where these appear in the story and what they mean?
11. What did you think of the ending of the book? Were you satisfied, saddened or surprised by the ending? Why?
Notes From the Author to the Bookclub
I’m so excited that you are considering my book Again and Again Back To You for your book club read. It is a great book club book as it includes a time-bending love story that challenges the meaning of soulmates and what “happily ever after” can look like. The book includes a coming-of-age story with a little metaphysical time travel, as well as a plot twist that will pull at your heartstrings. I hope you dive into my book! I'd love to join your discussion (virtually or in person) and answer any burning questions you have about the story or my writing process. Please contact me at [email protected] and put Book Club in the subject line (I’ve signed up for too many substacks and my inbox is a bit of a challenge). I’d love to take part in your book club in some way.Book Club Recommendations
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