Introduction

How are firefighters made? What does it take to enter a burning building and risk your life to save another? The cadets of Class #64 are about to find out.

Under the stern supervision of their instructors, the students struggle against the relentless pace of their training. As each makes the transition from novice to professional, the relationships they develop take on dimensions of their own.

Sam is headstrong and driven, but as the only female in the group, she has the added burden of fitting in. Her situation is further complicated by the deep platonic bond she shares with a fellow cadet and an evolving connection with their commanding officer.

Ty grew up under the heavy hand of an abusive father. But he comes into his own at the academy, in large part because of the friendship he shares with Sam and the mentoring he receives from a most unlikely source.

And Matt Daniels serves as a rigid disciplinarian over the cadets and staff, yet everything changes when he allows himself the emotional freedom to bond with his students.

Sam, Ty, and Daniels must now navigate an emotional triangle, all the while being bound by the rank structure that defines them.

The Mass of Men takes the reader inside the grueling training of firefighters, revealing the drama, humor, and intensity of an academy. The punishing physical demands are only part of the challenge as the cadets overcome fears and wrestle with conflict, knowing they will one day be responsible for the lives of others.

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She stood in line, the lone female among thirty-four cadets, an interloper, branded by a lack of testosterone. The cadets braced at attention, feet planted shoulder-width apart, fists knotted at the base of their spines as the instructors made their way across the polished wood floor, their footsteps echoing off the high walls of the gymnasium.

The heat in the gym was palpable, although the instructors seemed immune, their uniforms crisp, impeccable. The cadets sweated freely, their shorts and tee shirts, emblazoned with the academy logo, clung to their torsos as the vast space was infused with the odor of anxious flesh.

Samantha stood erect, lengthening her spine in a futile attempt to gain an extra inch, flexing the muscles of her back to appear bigger and stronger than her hundred and forty pounds. She stared straight ahead as the instructors worked their way down the line, examining the cadets with slow, critical eyes. They moved deliberately, shoulders back, stomachs in, remembering with nostalgia what it was like to be young, naive, and scared shitless.

Sam winced as they looked her over. She wasn’t femininely beautiful, she sported the fresh-scrubbed looks that belonged in a J. Crew catalog, more innate than obvious. She had inherited her mother’s lovely legs, her father’s strong white teeth and hardheaded determination. Her hazel eyes were handed down from some distant German relative, as was her blond hair, which she had cropped boy short. Sam could feel the instructors taking in her shape, their eyes sliding down the length of her legs. For the first time since her struggles through puberty and braces, Sam was embarrassed by her looks.

As two instructors circulated in front, a third stood off to the side, taking the students in from a distance, sizing them up from afar. The instructors were seasoned officers, well-versed in the world of firefighting. They relished their role of breaking new recruits.

The students ranged in age from teenage boys fresh out of high school to men who had ventured down various career paths, some as professional athletes, others in the military. The older cadets were less intimidated. It showed in the way they carried themselves – erect stance, eyes forward. The eyes of the younger men danced in their heads. Somehow, they had all ended up together, grappling with their insecurities, waiting for the instructors to complete their excruciating inspection.

The taller of the officers reached for his clipboard, which had been placed with precision on a nearby chair. A whistle lay neatly beside it, its cord bundled in a tight coil. The officer maintained perfect posture, even while bending forward. He snapped back to attention as his eyes slid down the list of names, his booming voice sending a nervous ripple through the line of cadets.

“When you hear your name, respond with a ‘check.’ Ables! Adams! Bradford! Chancellor…”

Each name elicited a resounding “Check!” When he called out the name Peterson, a sarcastic “Yes, sir!” emanated from a big lug near the middle of the line. The officer paused as the second instructor swooped in.

“Did you not hear the instructions, or are we now admittin’ retards?” shouted the burly officer in a southern slur, nose-to-nose with the reckless cadet.

“Y-yes,” the lug stammered, “I mean, no.”

“You better tack a ‘sir’ onto that or you’ll be kissin’ my fuckin’ boots!” the officer barked, as the student shriveled with indignity.

“Kissing the boots” was code for pushups. Twenty pushups were the academy’s standard reprimand, the paramilitary equivalent of a ruler to the back of the hand. For egregious errors, the whole group would perform.

Peterson dropped his eyes before muttering, “Yes, sir.”

The officer backed away as roll call continued.

The instructor made it to the end of the alphabet. “Smith!”

“Check,” Sam responded in a deep voice, a vain attempt to disguise her femininity.

Three more names were called, and roll was complete. The officer swung his clipboard behind his back, locking it between powerful hands as he braced before the cadets.

“Welcome to Class #64 of the Central Florida Fire Academy. I’m Officer Michaels,” he said in a stilted tone meant to convey the seriousness of the situation. Sam noted his shaved head on which she could just make out a faint ring of auburn hair. He wore a brand-new baseball cap with the academy’s logo; scant protection against the Florida sun that had intensified the rash of freckles covering his face and arms. A bushy handlebar mustache of darker auburn covered his mouth and stood in relief against a powerful jaw. His body was athletic, every inch of it tense, ready to spring.

“This is Officer Tanner,” Michaels continued, with a quick jab of his clipboard.

Less polished but just as powerful, Tanner sported a dark shock of hair contrasting eyes of brilliant blue. He dangled his thumbs from his belt loops as he slowly raked the line. His thick frame disguised a dense layer of muscle underneath and a worn toothpick appeared permanently lodged in the corner of his mouth. He cocked his head as he fingered the pick, rolling it against the faint callous on his lower lip as he eyed the cadets.

Tanner stepped forward, removing the toothpick to mark the gravity of the moment. He threw back his shoulders as his deep drawl ricocheted off the gymnasium walls. “You’re ours for the next three months. During that time, we’ll lose a third of you, especially the heavy kid and the girl,” he bellowed, his blue eyes skipping over Sam as if she had already been dismissed. He tossed a nod to Michaels and then plunked the toothpick back into his mouth, chewing for a moment before maneuvering it back in place.

Sam froze, embarrassed to be singled out so early in the process, furious at being deemed unworthy. She felt the old familial anger rise, an attribute passed from father to daughter, triggered whenever anyone dare challenge her resolve. She kept her eyes forward, all the while imagining ramming the toothpick through Tanner’s fleshy jowl, yelling, “Fuck you, sir!” as she snapped a rigid salute.

She swallowed her anger, instead focusing guilt-ridden relief on the overweight kid who had decided, against all better judgment, to try to make it as a firefighter. Sam knew he might deflect attention from her, that his lack of physical strength might draw the wrath of the instructors, and that his inadequacies might make her transition easier. She stole a glance down the line and could just make out his trembling belly protruding among the row of washboard abs.

The third instructor, the one standing off to the side, glided slowly into her field of vision. Sam’s spine stiffened as he took his place before the group. He was well built, lean, and appeared to be in his mid-forties. He had sandy hair cropped short and piercing grey eyes that sailed up and down the line before locking onto hers for a brief second. A matching mustache hid most of his mouth – a faint slit cut into the sharp contours of his face. Sam noticed he was handsome, but the coldness of his eyes overrode his good looks. She tried to imagine him smiling. He stood before them, shoulders squared, hands locked behind his back, examining his new class of cadets.

“This is Commander Daniels,” Michaels announced reverently before ducking his chin and backing away.

“I welcome each of you,” Daniels said in an even, quiet tone as his grey eyes slid up and down the line. “I hope you’ve come prepared to work. The officers are here to assist you through your training, so if you have a problem, let them know. If there’s something you can’t do, let them know. If you decide you’ve made a mistake by being here, let them know. Don’t waste our time and we won’t waste yours.”

With a glance he turned the floor back to Michaels and resumed his position on the periphery of the room. Sam continued to brace as Michaels rifled the pages on his clipboard and laid out the day’s schedule.

~

Commander Daniels watched her from the side of the gym. He had been watching her ever since she had taken her place in line. He tried not to, but the sense of familiarity was consuming. It settled in a portion of his brain where calm and pleasure once resided.

Perhaps it was the blond hair, the intensity of her eyes. Or perhaps it was the determination in her face that caused his mind to turn back on itself. Daniels forced his eyes forward, keeping the girl in his periphery as he tried to focus.

As Michaels wrapped up the overview, Daniels stole another glance and was startled by Tanner’s barking order, “Take five and get back in line!” The words jolted the commander back to the present as his reverie disintegrated. With one last glimpse, he turned and marched slowly from the gymnasium.

~

After the break, the students filed back into the gym for the fitness assessment, which would gauge their strength and endurance. Here they would prove they possessed the stamina to enter a burning building wearing the sixty pounds of gear that would protect them from extreme temperatures and falling debris.

Once the cadets were lined up in formation, they were shuffled outside for a two-mile run. Three more instructors emerged from the gym, their faces hidden beneath ball caps and sunglasses, black tee shirts stretched taut across their muscled chests. They fell in behind the cadets and unleashed their fury.

“At this pace we’ll be here all goddamn day!” one of them yelled as the officers pursued the cadets like a pack of jackals, hell-bent on culling the herd.

“Pick up your fuckin’ feet!” another screamed as the officers infiltrated the group, darting among the students, disorienting them with their swiftness.

Sam stayed with the front of the pack, having trained for the last six months as she completed her paramedic certification. The officers exploited her strength, using her as an anvil to crush the weaker cadets.

“The girl’s kicking your asses!” an officer yelled at the cadets bringing up the rear. “Pick it up, you bunch of pussies!” he screamed, dashing among the stragglers, his verbal assault aimed directly at their ears. A startled cadet stumbled and went sprawling to the pavement. The officer screeched to a halt, his stopwatch gripped in a sweaty fist.

“Since you can’t keep up with the group, you fuckin’ turtle, you can kiss my goddamn boots!” he barked as the cadet rolled into position and began hammering out pushups.

Sam knew the academy would be grueling; she wasn’t about to show up unprepared. The heavy kid hadn’t planned as well. He was huffing and puffing his way to the finish line as Tanner kicked gravel from the sideline, his clipboard flapping at his side like a broken wing as he shouted, “Get your big ass movin’!”

With the run completed, the students staggered back to the gym for the rest of the assessment. They jockeyed into formation as they struggled to catch their breath.

“Give us as many pushups as you can. The max score is 50. Start on my count,” Michaels announced as the cadets broke from formation and spread out within the gym.

Sam dropped into position, noting the faint smell of socks permeating the wood floors, listening to the grunts of the men nearby. The cadets braced in plank position as the instructors stood by, relishing each painful minute before finally blowing their whistles. By then, the weaker individuals were tiring, their backs slowly drooping, bellies kissing the floor. Sam focused on a far spot on the wall and pumped out fifty with little trouble.

Sit-ups were next. They had ninety seconds to perform. Sam hammered out eighty as one of the bigger cadets watched, straining to match her pace. But he had a massive upper body to contend with, Sam, the advantage of a lighter frame. The stronger cadets did well. The weaker ones wobbled from side to side, grimacing. Sam watched as the chubby kid squeaked out twenty. The instructors took note of her efforts. Tanner even managed a brief smile when he grumbled, “Nice job.”

Following sit-ups, the students fanned out, arms and legs spread-eagle as a team of assessors tackled them with a vicious metal clasp. They measured the students’ body fat by pinching the flesh along the backs of their arms, their waists, and the insides of their thighs. Sam noted the unsteady hand of the assessor as he placed the clasp against her leg. She stifled a grin as he scowled down at his clipboard, scribbling furiously.

Sam turned her attention to the heavy kid who stood nearby, still panting from the run, sweat rolling down his pink face as the calipers strained to accommodate his layers.

“Better set ‘em to maximum!” the big lug from roll call snarled as those nearby snickered.

Michaels was on him in a flash. He braced before the cadet, his green eyes blazing. “I see I’m going to have to make you my special project, Peterson,” he whispered irately, their faces close. “You can start by kissing my boots.”

Peterson’s shoulders slumped and he exhaled loudly, then dropped into position in front of the officer. Michaels pivoted; the toes of his boots positioned directly beneath Peterson’s face. As the cadet pumped out twenty pushups, his forehead tapping the officer’s boots with each downward stroke, Michaels took the opportunity to address the students.

“The academy is a paramilitary institution. You are expected to adhere to our code of conduct at all times,” he proclaimed from a Superman stance as the cadet bobbed at his feet.

Peterson finished his pushups and sprang upright with a grunt. He brushed his hands off on his shorts and grudgingly resumed his place among the students. Michaels eyed the group and moved off.

When the pinching was done, each cadet thoroughly welted, they were made to squeeze a metal-handled contraption to assess their grip strength. The more macho in the bunch used the opportunity to show off, bearing down on the handle as they maxed out the gauge. The cadets watched closely as Sam squeezed out a modest score. Peterson shot her a belittling snort.

The heavy kid stepped up, glancing nervously at the group before setting his face and straining against the handle. As he gripped with all he had, bending forward to force his energy into that miserable contraption, a loud, whining fart escaped, sending the rest of the group into nervous fits of laughter. The instructors quieted them with quick shouts. Sam turned away, smiling despite herself.

With the assessment completed, the cadets were hustled to the showers. The men moved in a sweaty pack, swearing softly so as not to be overheard by the instructors. Sam broke from the group, relieved to be out from under the instructors’ scrutiny, relishing the silence and isolation of the women’s locker room, which was immaculate from lack of use. She stripped out of her damp clothes, jumped under a cold stream, washed with lightning speed, and ran a towel over her body before wrestling her way into a tight sports bra. She appraised her flattened chest with a quick sweep of her hands. She then donned a crisp, new uniform – black lace-up boots, matching fatigues, a blue academy tee shirt, and a heather-blue dress shirt, starched to perfection. The uniform felt foreign, her reflection in the mirror that of a stranger. Her short hair only added to her boyish appearance.

The cadets emerged as newly minted clones. Their dress shirts sported the academy patch on one sleeve, an EMT or paramedic patch, if certified, on the other. Their chests boasted silver name tags, last name only, as if their lowly rank afforded only partial identification. Their badges would be distributed upon graduation. Thus, began their first day at the academy.

~

The students sat bolt upright at their desks, speaking only when spoken to, writing frantically as Michaels outlined their curriculum. He braced in front of the class, broad shoulders flexed, his hands gripping the podium as if it might take flight. His bicep bulged as he flipped to the next page.

Tanner stood off to the side, leaning his large frame against the wall, eyeballing the cadets as he chewed on his pick. Commander Daniels moved silently throughout the room, gazing down on the students’ notes, pulling papers from their desktops at random to gauge attention spans, notetaking skills. He stopped for a moment beside Sam’s desk. Sam could smell the leather from his belt intermingled with an earthy soap smell. She stole a sideways glance and could make out the blond hairs that stood out on his forearm, which was tanned and corded. His hands were locked behind his back and Sam wondered if the man ever relaxed. She glanced up just as he turned away. Daniels sailed to the back of the room and disappeared.

Back in his office, the commander rifled through paperwork before leaning back in his chair, hitching a boot up on the open drawer, and gazing out his window. It seemed like a solid bunch. Most would pass. A few wouldn’t make it. He had developed a keen eye for those who would succeed, those who would fail. He was rarely wrong. The evidence was on their desks.

Daniels could gauge a student’s potential by the way they took notes. He recognized the frantic scribbling of those determined to stay on top. Then there were the others, those who scrawled pictures and geometric designs as they watched the minute hand perform its slow creep.

He was curious how the girl would do. He had seen the intensity in her face, but would that translate? She wasn’t the first female to come through, though they certainly weren’t common. Daniels ran a strict academy. His reputation for breaking recruits was well deserved. If a student wanted an easier path, they could always travel to the next county over for a watered-down version of his curriculum. Few women graced his door.

Her notes impressed him. They were neat and clearly written, each of her sections labeled and underlined; an attention to detail Daniels appreciated. He had noticed her hands, the right of which continued to work despite his presence, the left splayed out on her notebook, stabilizing it as she wrote. Her fingernails were trimmed short, no polish. Not the painted daggers of the last female, who ranted when told they would have to go. This one was prepared to work and, most importantly, blend in.

~

“You have thirty minutes for lunch,” Tanner announced as he erased the whiteboard and swung his bulk to face the students. “Be back by thirteen hundred or your ass is mine.” He grinned before yelling, “Break!”

The students scrambled from their desks and headed to the cafeteria in a noisy herd. Lunch finally afforded them a chance to talk. Sam slid into the seat next to Johnny Simms, a paramedic she knew from the months spent completing her clinicals. Johnny smiled before turning his attention to a pile of wilted greens.

“So, when did you decide to give up the ambulance for firefighting?” Sam asked as she plowed into her lunch, grimacing at the blandness of the vegetables. She dropped her fork in disgust and bit off a hunk of dry biscuit, chasing it with a gulp of water.

“When I realized it was the only way to build a pension,” Johnny replied with a wry grin.

Johnny’s easy demeanor camouflaged a laser focus. He had a methodical approach to patient care and Sam considered him one of the most talented medics in the county. She glanced at the long scar that ran along the left side of his face. As she did, two cadets took seats on either side of the table. The taller of the two spoke up as he vigorously shook a carton of milk, his voice modulating with the jerking of his arm.

“I’m Lance, this is Trey,” he said, indicating with a jut of his chin the leaner, sandy haired individual next to Johnny.

Sam noticed the dichotomy of their appearance: Lance was dark haired, lanky, with giant hands and feet, and a bushy mustache that clashed with his baby face. He cracked open the carton and took a deep swig, his Adam’s apple bobbing with each swallow. Trey was lightly built, subdued and serious. He gave a stiff nod as he meticulously sliced his turkey. Where Lance’s movements were awkward and erratic, Trey’s were restrained, systematic. They seemed to play off each other, like an old married couple. Sam watched as Lance eyed Johnny’s scar.

“That’s quite a scar you got there,” Lance mumbled in between bites as he continued to stare at Johnny’s face, oblivious to his discomfort. “How’d you get that? Bar fight?” He grinned over a mouthful.

“Car wreck,” Johnny muttered before dropping his eyes to his tray. Sam knew he would say no more. Johnny guarded the story of his wreck. All Sam managed to get out of him during her tenure on the ambulance was that it happened when he was a teen and he had gone into cardiac arrest. That made him a miracle, in Sam’s eyes. Trauma arrests rarely came back.

“Where did you guys come from?” Johnny asked as a means of diverting attention from his face.

“Michigan,” Lance replied, taking another deep chug from his milk. He swiped a quick finger over his mustache. “We were sick of freezing our asses off, so we applied and relocated. Just arrived two days ago. Trey’s piece-a-shit Honda barely made it.” He eyed Trey and paused to gulp a few more bites. Trey took up the story.

“We had a bit of trouble getting to class this morning,” he added gravely, bracing his fork and knife against his plate as he recounted how his car had sputtered to a halt three blocks from the academy.

Lance took over, leaning into the conversation, working his arms for effect. His knife and fork hung in midair. “So, I’m standing in the intersection, trying to shove the car to the side of the road,” he began, shifting his eyes conspiratorially. “Trey’s screaming at me to push, cars are whizzing by us, no one will stop to help, and some guy leans out the window and yells, ‘Hey assholes, go back to Michigan!’

Here Lance paused, wide-eyed. “Is that any way to treat a fella?” he whined before tucking back into his lunch.

“Don’t sweat it,” Johnny replied, grinning. “This isn’t the best area to be looking for help.” Johnny would know. He had worked the west side for years and was familiar with the brutality of the territory.

As they returned to their meals, a young cadet quietly took up the seat across from Sam. He smiled shyly as he flipped open his napkin. “I’m Tyler Williams, but I go by Ty,” he murmured, cutting his eyes to his tray.

“I’m Sam,” she replied, noting that his shyness was enhanced by the beauty of his face, the perfection of his bones. Ty was graced with exquisite coloring; the soft brown of his hair, the deep tint of his skin, and dark hazel eyes, which Sam could barely appreciate because of his dodging glance. After some coaxing, Ty told her about growing up in Ocala, and how it was assumed he would be taking over the family’s sprawling farm.

“Why did you leave?” Sam asked after Ty fell silent.

“My father,” he replied, eyes on his tray.

Sam noted the strain that played across his features and was struck with the urge to touch his face.

Sam had the alphabetical good fortune to be positioned between Johnny and Ty when they stood in formation. The heavy kid hadn’t been as lucky. His first name, “Tate,” had quickly been transformed by the officers to “Tater” on account of his spud-like physique, and his last name of Patterson put him elbow-to-elbow with the smartass, Peterson. He was doubly cursed. He sat in isolation, hunched over his tray.

Like Lance and Trey, Shane and Bo had also signed up together. They were young, both sons of Orlando firefighters, and both attempting the academy for the second time. The seriousness of their situation sapped any excitement they may have felt. The pressure, most likely doled out by their fathers, was plastered across their young faces.

Aaron Peterson sidled up to Sam’s table with an exaggerated swagger, his belt loaded down with an array of tools and a knife big enough to take down a good-sized hog. His large head sported a fleshy face, and his narrow eyes hovered above a cocky grin. Sam watched as he plunked down his tray and cut his beady gaze to Ty. He settled into his lunch, continuing to analyze Ty, while scooping large forkfuls of mashed potatoes into his face, which didn’t keep him from blurting out his thoughts on the academy.

“This is going to be a bitch!” he exclaimed as he worked a piece of bread around his plate, smacking his lips with gusto. “Had a cousin who went through a year ago, said Daniels is one cold motherfucker. Pluck you out just for lookin’ at him wrong. And Michaels ain’t much better,” he continued in between gulps to no one in particular. “Got an ass so tight he can whistle Dixie.”

When no one responded, Aaron took it as an insult and scanned the table for a victim. His gaze landed back on Ty.

Ty eyed him before returning to his tray. Aaron glanced from Ty to Sam. “Well, it looks like we got two pretty girls in class,” Aaron announced, grinning and leaning back in his seat. “I only noticed the one this mornin’.” He swiped at his mouth with a meaty hand.

Ty ignored him and stabbed at a hunk of broccoli. Sam glared down the table at Aaron as if examining a large turd, and then slowly swung her eyes to Ty. Her gesture only encouraged the lug.

“Hey, Pete,” Aaron shouted at the lanky kid across the table, apparently a comrade from the sticks. “Which one’s prettier? Hard for me to decide.”

Pete forced a grin and kept eating, eyes on his plate. He was used to Peterson’s blathering, having attended the same EMT course. He knew to smile and nod; the only way to avoid falling victim to Aaron’s cruelty.

“Hey! Pretty-boy!” Aaron called down to Ty. “You sure you’re in the right place? I think the fuckin’ home-ec class is down the hall!” He laughed loudly despite a mouthful of peas.

Sam glanced over at Ty and saw the brown skin of his neck flush. She could see the anger rise in his face, but he maintained control and kept his eyes down. Although Ty was not tall, he had the build of someone used to the physical work of a farm. But he seemed disinclined to fight. Sam admired his restraint. Her mind was churning out ways to verbally pummel Peterson, but she knew a response in Ty’s defense would only encourage Aaron’s antagonism. Instead, she leaned in and whispered across the table, “Jealous asshole,” bringing a warm smile to Ty’s lips.

Aaron grunted his disapproval at their communal lack of humor and returned to his potatoes.

~

The “cigar sessions” had become a ritual. At the end of the first day, Michaels and Tanner congregated in Daniels’ office to discuss the new group of cadets and go over class logistics. They gathered in the soft leather chairs, an arrangement Daniels implemented when he took over as commander of the academy, so that he could converse with his team without the barrier of a desk.

The cigars were a secret the officers shared. Prior to lighting up, Daniels would issue a quick nod and Tanner would spring from his seat and quietly close the door, since tobacco was forbidden at the academy. It was their singular guilty pleasure. They earned it.

The only person privy to their ritual was Miss Davis, Daniels’ Administrative Assistant. Nothing got by Maggie. She knew everything that went on at the academy, no matter how covert the operation. To harass the officers, she always waited until she smelled the telltale smoke emanating from beneath the office door before poking her head inside. As soon as she appeared, the men dropped their hands in an attempt to conceal their contraband.

“I’m leaving, Commander, if there’s nothing else you need,” she said sweetly, forcing a straight face and batting crinkled, knowing eyes. Her plump frame was hidden behind the door and her round face seemed to float in midair.

“We’re fine, Miss Davis,” Daniels replied gruffly with a guilty wave of his empty hand. In the nine years Maggie had worked for him, he had never referred to her as anything other than Miss Davis. Intimacy, even in the slightest degree, did not come naturally to the commander.

Once the door was securely closed, Daniels relaxed in his chair and eyed his officers. “So, what do you think?” he began, drawing on his cigar and leveling an icy stare. The sessions always started with the same five words.

Michaels sat bolt upright, frozen at attention. Even in the comfort of the office, Michaels’ posture remained impeccable. He flipped through his clipboard, which he kept perpetually at his side, attached by some invisible umbilicus. “A strong bunch,” he replied as he scanned his notes. “A few weak ones, but they should be gone in no time. One smartass, but overall a stable group. I think they’ll do well.” As he spoke, he held a protective hand over his clipboard to guard it from falling ashes. He eyed Tanner for input.

Tanner was leaning back, puffing leisurely on his fat cigar, his toothpick temporarily dislodged and sticking out from his breast pocket. He relished the meetings in the commander’s office. They were a reminder of how far he’d come since his days as a green cadet. He took one more savory puff before commenting.

“Pretty sharp group,” he began, eyeing the burning end of his cigar. “Peterson’s gonna be a handful, but nothin’ we can’t tamp down with a little pressure. Good lookin’ chick,” he added with a wink. It’d been a while since they’d had a female at the academy.

Then Tanner remembered.

Daniels forbade the instructors to comment on female cadets. Tanner was reminded by the razor look Daniels shot him as he reached for the ashtray. To cover the blunder, Tanner continued in a formal tone, parroting Michaels.

“I think they’ll do well,” he said, his twang barely audible as he stiffened in his seat. He looked to Michaels for a reprieve, but Daniels pushed through so as not to dampen the air.

“We’ve got some young ones in the group,” Daniels continued, flicking his ashes. “Shane and Bo are back, so keep an eye on them and see they don’t get in trouble.” Daniels knew from experience that the difficult males, especially those hell-bent on proving themselves, tended to prey on the youngest. It always happened when men converged, as if the training weren’t enough to prove their prowess. The young ones were often crushed in the process.

Daniels went over the schedule, assigning adjunct instructors for the days spent on the training ground. Safety regulations dictated one instructor per six students; training with live fire required an even higher ratio. Lining up the adequate number of adjuncts was a constant in Daniels’ daily routine. He relied on Michaels to stay on top of it.

With their cigars smoked down to stubs and the schedule set, the meeting wound down and Michaels and Tanner rose to leave. Tanner popped his toothpick back into his mouth and grabbed the ashtray on his way out. It would be returned by morning, emptied and clean. It was just something he did, a form of tribute for being included.

With the office to himself, Daniels returned to his desk and scanned the list of cadets. His eyes slid down the names, settling near the end. Smith, Samantha, he read, thinking back to her appearance in lineup, berating himself for remembering. He rose from his chair, tossed the list onto his desk, ran a hand through his bristled hair, flipped the lights off, and left. view abbreviated excerpt only...

Discussion Questions

1. Can a woman integrate seamlessly into a male dominated profession? If so, what are some of the strategies she should employ to achieve this? If not, why? Having gone through this process, I would be happy to discuss some of the strategies I employed during my 13-year career as a firefighter.

2. How do you think Samantha handles the harassment incident with Officer Lees? Should she have done more? How would you have handled her situation?

3. What are some of the barriers that prevent men and women from maintaining platonic relationships (aside from sex!) and is friendship truly possible when one side has deeper feelings? Can friends achieve a balance or is the friendship doomed?

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